they are roots, even if short lived
the first for a day
    the unrolling hanging folding re-rolling
    likely to do more wrinkle-damage than just
    leaving them in their cramped case
    still the charger and toothpaste and laptop
    must find their niches
    even to make it through that one night
next for two nights
    now it makes sense to unroll and hang
    and razor and soap and sunglasses
    and book and bottles of pills for
    the looming medical adventure
    but then barely out before
    being rolled and tucked away
then for seven
    it starts to feel permanent
    things get settled on night table,
    on bathroom counter, on shower shelf,
    on closet hangers, at dining counter
    and after The Procedure, in pain
    and delirium there are pathways found
    treaded early for sights, sounds, smells,
    rehabilitation, coffee, morsels,
    calls to her and writing and talk with
    the tiny remains of family
    many of the bottles empty now
then folding and rolling and packing
    and putting away and looking to motion
    again, connections so shallow and fleeting
    before tapping deeply into home

—2p

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